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Ok. I posted this bulletin on myspace kinda bitching about how my friends arenapos;t my friends any more and this is the conclusion...

I came to the conclusion that it might have more to do with me than I made it seem to be. The main fact is that I sit here and wait for people to contact me or I even ignore the people I care about. Which isnapos;t good. At all.

DRUGS are the main role player in the thoughts in my mind. Most of my friends have turned to drugs which there for ruin what I thought of them. Their idiocy pushed me away, further and further.

Come to think of it thatapos;s what happens with everyone that get involved in my life. They start doing things that push me away and I do nothing to prevent it. I sit back and let whatever the world throws at me happen because that is my belief. I believe that if its going to happen why should I stand in its way. Not to say that I donapos;t have control, but itapos;s the fact that I want people to make the decision themselves on whether I am in their life.

LOVE is the only reason for me to fight. Nothing else in the world matters. You can make more money than anyone else or have your dream job but if itapos;s at the cost of not having love, whatapos;s it worth? Nothing. Nothing at all. So if something changes my looks on you and I fight back for it, you know that I love you.

Any ways. This shit is getting retarded. So, to the people I love, you should know who you are, I love you with all my heart and mind. To everyone else, you fuck with my mind, you lose me. Tough shit.

xkevinx
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