cc75 siemens

I woke up this morning after a weird dream. This has happened to me in real life before, though I canapos;t give specifics (I forget, really). Anyway, I dreamed I was playing WoW and this Blood Elf started picking on me. Well, I check her stats, sheapos;s a few levels under me, I ignore her. I move on with my life. She keeps trying to bring the fight, so I finally, turn around and bring it down on her and defeat her easily. Iapos;m walking away again, and she asks me "What was that about? Why are you picking on me?" Loser whines because she lost. She started it. (Oh, now I remember.) So she starts trying to find someone bigger than me to tell that I was picking on her. Yeesh.

Anyway, I woke up after a good night (I also had dreams of my red-head, but thatapos;s for another topic), and I have a fairly good morning with my sweetie until I snap at him over a stupid thing. The fact that I realized only a moment later that it *was* a stupid thing gives me the impression that I might be able to control my temper today. This is an ongoing battle. Before puberty it was easy. I was simply angry all the time. I harnessed it, I controlled it, I buried it, so before puberty really hit, I had nearly quelled my outbursts. Then puberty, then college, and all of that, and Iapos;ve been thrown back in the epic struggle made worse that my twisted brain makes up some plausible reason to be mad, sometimes at my husband though usually at any male who crosses my path. Either this is an effect of being the only female in the house, or something else I donapos;t know.

What I do know is that, for today, I *know* that whatever I get angry about, it will probably be stupid, and it will probably be at my innocent husband whom I love so very dearly. I must keep my head. I must get what I planned to do done today, and I must not lose my temper, because if I do, I know that afterward, I will feel like the trailer park after the tornado. I can not, I WILL�not let my hormones control my mind and make me hurt the ones I love.

P.S. Does anyone know any way to get the "thrift store" smell out of some dark colored clothes? Iapos;ve washed them twice now with color safe bleach, oxyclean and detergent, but the smell is still there.

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